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Sunday, September 16, 2007 @ 12:28 AM
Hope Church Singapore 16th anniversary. 15th September 2007. Hope Church Singapore 16th anniversary! (: Hope anniversary today at Downtown East. Haha. BIG WHITE TENT!!! So poshy( refer to the photos below). It was fun and the worship team from both s'pore and Bangkok was awesome. (: Sermon was by the Thailand pastor and he's really powerful and he don't preach from paper! I was like "wow". I felt God even deeper today and i was reminded about something that i should have remember all along. Keep the faith and everything else is possible. I kept myself occupied with the thoughts of EOY and finishing my mountain-look-alike stack of homework. Never did i realise that i needed God more than anything else for he was there for me during the tough time. I questioned myself about who is God to me, again. I seems to have endless doubt about God and it always affects my walk with him. Whenever i found an answer for the particular doubt i have, soon after that, i'll start doubting, again. I remember the other time when i wasn't maintaining my relationship with God and i let it go right down to the lowest rank of my life and it was never above everything else. Maybe it wasn't the last, but it was not far from it. During that time, i felt happy, i did nothing but slack all day. Isn't it awesome to be like that? But little did i know that i was going nowhere like how i use to be before i receive christ. I recalled and thought about it. Why am i still in church when i'm doubting so much. Finally, i got the answer. I'm doubting, sure i am, but i'm not doubting about God, not doubting about his power, not doubting about his ability to perform miracle. I'm doubting whether am i strong enough to keep the faith that i have in God and let it grow stronger everyday. The problem is not about God, it is about me. I need faith to really keep myself growing strong in god. With faith, i believe, and i know i will see eventually. YUP. People, God will walk us through exam and he will stand by us no matter what. You'll always be a special one because you brought Jesus into the examination hall with you when nobody else could! Photos of the day. (:                 |