Todae went to sch as usual..Slack there...

Todae no HL..no fun..

After geo..Got abit of confidence..

Tink still can pass..

Then P.E..YAY...

Luv P.E...

Then we challenge 2/3 gals netball..

Hahaz..We won..

Dun noe by how much but they nv score n we keep scoring..Hehe..

Sci after recess..File in ws in class..

Then went to the com lab..

Mervin told us sum "stuff"

Then ben keep laughing..
CUz we keep asking him..Hahaz..

Then last period eng..

The PAP thinggy drive pass..

All of us kpo stand n look..

Then Selvan sae bcuz of this we must stay back 10 mins..

Everytime lyk tat..

Threatened us de..

But end up nv stay..
She everytime lyk tat..

Then went to look 4 james n rowena..

They folo me home to change bag n shirt..

Cuz the P.E shirt tat i wore 4 P.E this morning is still wet wif sweat..

Then get sum potato chips n stuff..

Went to Cwp..

Ate lunch at KFC..

Then rush back to sch..

Rowena go 4 file check then i plae captain ball wif serene n her frenz..

Then doreen qian hui jacqline join in..

Hahaz..

Then mark attendence..

Mr kok pronouce gerald's name as gerrard..

omg..

My husband...GERRARD..

Then yk defeng n jasper they all turn n look at me..

My husband..N im coughing lyk mad...

Then after tat we went there..The match start..

We are lyk screaming n shouting n cheering 4 the whole match..

Ofcuz not 4geting our sch song..

N our RIVERSIDE cheer..

We r the best...

Wif our sch flag flying high..

WE all so enthu n so damn high..LOlz..

Then mdm ow oso jumping lyk mad when the bois score during the last min..

Then last second when we won..

ALl of us stand n scream..Cheer n shout..

Then when they getting trophy..we oso very enthu..

Lolz..

Then they thxs us..The enthu supporters..

They oso thxs mdm ow n their caoch..

By singing..Lolz..

So cute..

Then photo time..

Later in the best..
All of them snatch my potato chips..

Not awhile then finish the whole thing liaoz..

Hahaz..

Todae rilly a great match...

We r the best..

RIVERSIDE

Many people tinks tat im a backstabber???

What the fuck..

Mayb they tink tat bcuz i go along well wif all people..

Lyk i can talk in this group..

N the next min u can see me at another group talking..

All i want is just to b frenz wif all pplz..

I dont want to make enemies..

Or lyk isolate myself..

Or just restrict myself to just 1 group..

Im not backstabbing any single one of u out there..

I noe myself..

U guys dont noe..

So i dont tink it is fair 4 me if u guys call me a backstabber

wihtout rilly knowing wad happen..

I dont gif a damn whether u heard frm pplz or u feel it urself..

Im clear n Im sure tat i dint backstab any1..

Mayb u guys feel it..

But i dint..

U guys just dont noe me..

U guys just dont understand me..

U guys just dont noe who the hell u r talking abt..

U guys r talking abt ME !!!

U tink u noe me more than i do?

4get it..

U can nv noe me more than i do..

N u will nv noe me more than i do..

Stop trying to fake tat u noe me alot..

If so..Bring it on..

Lets see we noe more..

I dont gif a fucking damn to whoever u r..

Just shut the fuck up if u dont noe me more than i do myself..

Duh..woke up at 9+...early..

Was told to sleep at 10+ yesterdae..

cum on...its saturdae manz..wads more than plae?

fuck...

Nvm..decided to sleep late todae..

Hehe...

This morning noe the result...

YeAh!!! Liverpool won chelsea... 2-1...

you guys roxs manz..

then check out the details of the match after breakfast..

check it online ofcuz..

Then play ran 4 the whole morning..

Leveled..Happy..

Then afternoon mum told me to acc her go to dad's secratary house..

sian diao..

Need to pass her my dad's hp n notebook..

Cuz dad went to dhaka yesterdae..

Then went to 888..

Mum went to NTUC get stuff...

Then went to KFC..Hehe..Lunch..

Take away..

Then reach home..Lunch..

Later off com..

Soo guai went to study... =)

Then oni do abit...The rest of the time in room plae..

Very supprise wad can i plae rite?

enjoy fighting my dumb sis...Hehe..

Then after tat 5+..

Actually want plae bball..Decided in the morning liaoz..

But suddenly in the evening dont ve the mood to plae..

Dun noe y..

I plae when i feel lyk to..

Then stay at home..

Hehe..Watch my beloved Disney channel...

Hahaz..Saw the 2 sweet guys again..

Zack n Cody..They so damn cute..

Then dinner...Bath..

Tv...watch the detective show on channel 8..Oso american idol..

Then watch F1...Yeah...

Michael won..He roxs..

Alonso 2nd..

Montoya 3rd..

Massa 4th..

Raikonen...5th..Wahahaz.

weiting..My idol won urs..

Hehe..

Then on com le..So happie todae..

Bother michael schumacher n liverpool won...

Celebration... =)

People always see as a...Erm...

Happy go Lucky person?

Guess so...

In sec sch life now..

I always show people that im happy... =)

Not lyk pri sch...

I angry i scold i not happy i scold..

But now..In sec sch..

I try to change..I dont 1 stuff to get over me...

I want to be happy...All i want is my frenz n stay happy..

But i doubt i can now..

=(

Now when people tell me stuff..

I show my heck carez attitude...

I dont want to noe..

I dont want to get involve..

I dont want to care..

I dont want to fred over them...

But mayb just bcuz of my this heck carez attitude..

People dont lyk me...

I in sec sch now..Often feel very sad...

No 1 there 4 me...

No 1 there to talk to...

No 1...

When i scroll now my contects...

I use to ve atleast 1 person to talk to when im sad..

Now..

Though i noe more people le...

I cant even find 1...

My pri sch frenz...

U dont expect me to talk to them when we r sum distance away?

my best frenz r all diff sch..

They dont understand how i feel in this sch..

i cant talk to them..

My sec sch frenz...

U expect me to talk to people who dont understand me?

Who sae i attitude?

Who sae i flirt?

Who sae i lyk to go wif bois?

Who tink i suxs?

If i rilly suxs..They suxs more...

They dont noe me n start make comments abt me..

Y i always wif bois?

Cuz i cant get along wif gals...

U dont expect me to talk abt where to get the latest hair accesories,

or the lastest clothing or etc everydae...

Those things noe me...I dont noe them...

I dont care..

I hang out wif bois more cuz i can communicate beat wif them...

U noe..

Sum language tat oni bois communicate wif?

SPORTS.

They communicate through sports...

Mayb theres oso sum gals out there..

Luv sports...But i havent find 1 yet..

Bois they talk NBA.

They talk F1.

They talk soccer n etc.

I luv these sports..

So i luv hanging out wif them..

We communicate the same language..

N not lyk me hanging out wif gals who talks abt accesories n etc?

N they r lyk talking alien...Duh..

U guys dont understand me.

U guys dont noe me.

U guys tink im flirt.

U guys tink i suxs.

U guys tink i attitude.

U guys tink tat im crazy.

U guys tink tat i heck carez everything.

Let me tell u this.

I dont gif in a damn.

U dont lyk me.

Tell me straight.

Dont need to hide it or talk bhind my back.

If u find me offensive..

Sorry..

Tats me..

I luv myself for who i m.

Todae must b in sch at 8.20....so i woke up at 7.30..Lolz...

Went to sch at abt 7+ 8...

Then 1st period we watch the OC concert...Lolz...Nice..

Todae oni 3 period nia...Then after tat D&T n IPW...

After sch went to mac...Wif pei yee...Mad..Jaron..Rowena...N many of their classmates..

Then we finish abt 1....Then go upstairs find weiting they all..

Pei yee after tat left wif them...Then i go find mad they all..They buying sweets in uncle tibits..

Told mad to help me buy lollipop le..Jaron they all oso bought sweets..Then after we left 4 the cross country...

We saw the screen the train wil arrive in 1 min...Then we all run up..

Saw eddy at the plat form..Lolz..then saw Jing wen in the train...Ate my lollipop..Lolz..

Then we were lyk a bunch of siao kin na in the train...

We then alight at bishan...Went to the 7-11 to buy sweets again n drinks..

Then went to the bus stop to wait 4 the bus...Finished my drink..Hahaz..

Then when reach there see many pplz liaoz...

Kept our stuff wif shao quan's mum...Hehe...She very nice...

Afer all the briefing n blah blah blah...We comprtitors run off 1st...

3.8 km...Nv thot tat it would b easy...N its sure not easy...

Ran n ran..Saw many pplz infront...Thot i m very bhind..

Then i tried all i could to run...

When reach there...Saw my number tag...OMG...

I'm six...So happy...

Got badge 4 being the top 50...

Then wait 4 the rest n duh n duh..

The prize giving..

Recieve the trophy...The feeling was great...Rilly great...

Then took bus to ang mo kio..We n jaron want go walk walk..

Then mad jing wen n rowena want go home le..So they left..

After awhile then me n jaron left..Actually want go causeway..

I tired seh..So is jaron..Then we went home lor..

Took 911 wif jaron..Very fast reach home le..

Todae im tired..But happy...

Early midnight this morning......Still on the phone wif jing jie..

Then we 2 crapping a again...Lolz..

Then went to sch...As usual...

Hehe..Saw benjamin..Walk over to return him his maths ws...

He lent me to copy yesterdae...Corrections...

Then blah blah blah..

Lazy to write...

Then now 12.20 le...

Still on the phone wif jing jie again...

Crapping..Lolz..Keep on laughing..

Hehe..He so cute lor...

Todae went to sch...Very happy...Cuz no hw to cory... Yesterdae go lib finish all le..

Even all my chi hw..Which is tons...Lolz..Amazing ritez..Yihui have done her chi hw? Lolz..

I doubt any1 woulb belief until i show them..hahaz..

Then after tat 1st period we ve CD...Talk abt self-esteem..Then oso abt class t shirt..

Then sci...Omg..

Then i listen listen...Haiz..Left abt 15 min i to recess..

I doze off le..Then teacher call me..I nv hear...Until she shouted at me ...
Then i wake up n see every1 looking at me...Duh..

Then she tell me stand at the back of the class..

I stand bhind i oso heck carez..

Sms bhind my text book..Hehe.. :p

Then recess...Sit wif lawrence n kelvin they all..

Then i actuially nv want to pour drink on kelvin..Then he push my hand...

Then the drinks kana his shorts..

Then he pur drink at me lor..Dumb ass freaking idiot...

After tat is D&T...Lolz..We everytime D&T slack slack 1..Hehe..

Then IPW...Rush through our town plan in 1 hour..

M.T....Hahaz..We lyk party lyk tat..

I summore run around the class just bcuz eugene want snatch things...

We 2 ve a ferocious fight..

I summore dump his pencil case in the dustbin..Wahahahaz..

So much fun..

Yeah!!!Finish sch le..Go find clare they all..Then we go sun plaze meet sherlyn..

Then ve lunch..

We were lyk playing until the whole table..

Then we wait 4 regina..

Then accompany her go ve lunch at KFC..

Go causeway...They all want to go there walk walk..

Then sae wad want to see my gan lao gong..

Then keep looking at my msg...Then they suddenly sae want go 6 floor..

Dont noe wad they trying to do..Only then i noe they go find him..Duh..Oso nv tell me..

Then we all go walk walk..Then all ps me...Then oni left sherlyn..

I went to find james,kit,vivian and mei kuan.

Then we all walk walk..

Kit suddenly sae she want mei kuan but she dont want me as darling liaoz..

Then i sae nvm..James now my darling..Hehe..

then we keep playing this darling thing..

Lolz..After tat go home le..Meikuan use my hp msg james..laogong i luv u..

Then she tell me..I sae...nvm...Hahaz..She nv expect tat..

Nv expect james to reply until so cute..

he sae...'ur luv so plain.u should sae "i luv u n u luv me"

Lolz..cute sia..My darling leh..

Then they all shock dao..

Later...Go interchange..

she summore want to msg another 1 to james..Siaoz..

Then saw my gan lao gong n his fren... =)

Then i msg james myself..Luv u darling..Then i show mei kuan n kit..

They so amaze..

Hehe..

yihui... The psycho here..Lolz..

Joel have beem calling me a psycho since last fridae..Then todae he influecne sum other classmates n all of them called me psycho..

Lolz..Nvm..

I admit i m lahz..

Damn siao recently..

Todae in class keep writing on paper... I luv myself..

HAhaz...Damn siao ritez..Anyway..Tats true..I luv myself..

Then todae came home early..Too sianz in sch le..

Talk to kit alot todae after sch..Hahaz..

Feel rilly much much more beta..

But got tons of HW...OMG...

ARggghHHhhhHHHHh...Save me...

But finish those need to hand in tmr de..

The rest heck carez...HAhaz..

Then just now chatting wif weiting...Lolz..
Chatting wif her makes me feel very happy..Hahaz..

DUn noe y...She very fun person...We always chat until siao siao de..Lolz..

Anyway...Now still chatting...Very fun...

But sianz sia..Cough n flu havent recover..But tink still can make it 4 tmr training..Jiayou.

Todae went to sch...Hahaz...Healthy Lifestyle..
Luv it...N always enjoy it..

Todae still down wif my flu n cough...

Arghhhhhhhh...

When cough stomach hurts...PAIN!!!!

Erm...Guess todae i 2nd gal...Haiz...Last HL i 1st gal de...

Can sense myself running slow todae...Kinda slow..But still caught wif mad they all...

N won eddy oso...Ve sum acheivement bahz...They all 1/1.. 1/2.. de.can run faster then them very gd liaoz...But must train on my stamina...Cross country comming...OMG...

Must improve my stamina...Must WIN...

Then after tat P.E...Teacher teach us short put...Duh..Sianz..

Then after tat we plae netball...Half way i go plae bball...Then i go plae soccer...Lolz..

SO fun..BUt still dont get the feeling i always have in pri sch...

Pri sch i would rilly rilly enjoy my P.E lesson...Rilly fun...But now..

Then p.e i felt tat its not fun at all...So slack...Not lyk pri sch..We r always damn tired after p.e...

Haiz...Sadz...Still tinking abt pri sch..

After recess sci lesson..Amazingly i did not sleep...LOL....I ask teacher questions n was lyk..Sound so profound..Hahaz..

Then later eng lesson...

Lolz..The coversation still got 2 question..

Then teacher summore gif worksheet...OMG...I rush all the work while she walk around n mark..

She saw my caonversation n summore mark sae gd..

She sae very detail..
Then 4 building vocab i oso finish by copying...Hahaz...She oso put gd on it...Lolz..

Then after sch...Wait 4 Kor n Jie...Haiz..Both Pon until lyk tat must call n see parents..

Then went 369...See alot of them there..

After tat Alan vincent yan kang murcus jian peng n 1 of their new fren...Left le..

Then more galz came...Hahaz...HapPy..

But ....But...Haiz...

I dont feel the way we r b4..

We r very close now...Yes, we R...

But...I dont noe y i dont ve the feeling lyk we once did in primary sch..

Recently dont noe y i so moody so sad..

I may seems happy n cheerful outside...But i doubt pplz noe how i feel..

I luv cheering pplz up..I laugh n smile all dae..

M i the real me? M i?

I ask myself once n again...

In pri sch..When pplz ask who are my best frenz...I can name them..Yes i can..

But now..My answer is lyk so weird..." I dont noe..."

I dont noe..I dont feel secure wif my frenz now...

I dont noe...Rilly dont noe...

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