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Thursday, May 18, 2006 @ 11:52 AM
Can we stop? Recently have been very hyper. I know not everyday is sunday. So i try to make everyday lyk 1. I laugh and smile eveyday. I want to make pplz around me happy too. Just now when im on my way home alone. I keep on thinking. Thinking and thinking. Who is real n who is fake? Ever since i got into sec sch. THis question have always been the hardest to answer. Or mayb not the hardest. Its totally not possible to answer. Hmm.. Lyk sometimes when go out wif them i will kana ps. Lyk go out wif them is no diff wif going alone. It just look nicer wif pplz around. i guess? Then sumtimes i feel tat i cant trust them. They seems trustworthy. But they r not. I chose to trust them then to avoid them. But they dissapoint me. Sumtimes when i need sum1 to talk to. They those my "trusted fren" r not there. When i rily need sum1, they r no the 1st in my mind. When i scroll down my contacts, I find NONE. Hais. It seems lyk sec sch life is not tat easy afterall. Where r the ones who i can trust? Its not lyk pri sch. I can name out pplz i trust n pplz i dont. But now it seems hard. Every1 seems so fake. so so so DAMN fake. I dont noe at which point of time they r real, at which point of time they r fake. They r lyk aliens to me, pplz who i cant rilly understand. Mayb im the alien to them, a alien they cant understand. They dont even understand me, How i trust them? |