Today early morning woke up to prepare for my carnival.

Bath.Tie my hair n pack my stuff.

Haha..Wif my hair tied up i look so Innocent.

Then brought OREOs n Drinks 4 them.

Doubt peiting juaen n weiting ve time to eat breakfast.

Then walk to bus stop.

Saw heng yin.Haha..

Both of us thot we r going to b late.

Then when we reach sch le mrs yeo,sum seniors n sec 1 oready reach le.

Mrs yeo told us to board the bus 1st.

Then i show them what i brought.Lolz..

Yvonne oso brought some tibits..

While me joelle n yvvone chat.

Alot pplz came le.

Then scared peiting ju aen weiting they all cannot make it.

Phew..
Luckily they make it.

But not weiting..

We r lyk OMG.

How can she not come.

We keep calling her lyk siao.

But either cannot get through or nv pick up.

We continue wif our crappy conversation.

We ate alot of stuff.

When we reached there.

We saw many schs.

Bob was there too.

Then we took our towels n bottles out n

do out warm n ball handling n etc.

Finally match start.

We were so nervous.

But we did well n won the 1st match.

Then continue winning.

Among the 5 matches we won 4.

Lost 1.

We got into semi.

Bob was impress.

He sae tat he nv train we oso can go semi.

Then semi we lost to RGS.

They all put B gals to plae C division.

So not fair manz.

But still get over it.

Then we see seniors they all plae.

Laysee twisted her ankle in the 1st match.

So she dint plae the rest.

But the rest of the seniors oso did their best n got into semi.

Melissa use so much tissue.

SHe flu n fever.

SO ke lian.

Lolz.

Both B n C division did well.

Haha..

Then last match seniors they all got Bob's permission.

Then they anyhow swop position.

Attack 1 play defence.Defence play attack.

Hahaz..

They lyk have so much fun.

Seems so happy.

Hahaz..Then we change to slippers.

Lolz..

We ate brownies.

But when si min want eat dont ve liaoz.

Hehe.

Then she so angry..Lolz..

Then on the way home in the bus we all very enthu.

Then seniors keep looking at us.

Thot we siao.

Lolz..

Have alot of fun.

RSS NETBALL.

YIHUI suck.YIHUI suck.YIHUI suck.

I bet thats what many people think.

Not only people from the outside.

Even people in my class.

I have always think that this class roxs.

We work together well,

dont talk bhind people's back.

Now i know.

I'm wrong.

TOTALLY.

I dont noe they are this kind of people,

n I dont expect them to be.

I dint know they hate me so much.

So much so that it hurts

when i know what they say.

I mean i have no rights to control what they wanna say.

But cant they just tell me?

Why must they say it bhind my back?

Why cant they just b true?

We r classmates,

aint we?

Why cant we just b true to each other?

Is that so difficult?

I dont noe.

To me,

Its easy.

I dont lyk u,

I tell it at your face.

I dont hide it,

N i dont see a point for hiding it.

It seems..

Erm...

Stupid?

Mayb its just pure jealousy.

Or sumthing else.

But i dont see anything here,

abt me,

u need to b jealous of.

Or mayb u just wanna try me,

challenge me.

Then let me tell u.

U have lost this round.

So i hereby making this

VERY VERY VERY

clear to all people out there who hate me.

Mayb its sum misunderstanding or wadeva.

Just want to let u know.

Hate me?

Not happy?

Tell me then.

Dont hide it.

It suck tat way.

Hmm..Blog this specially 4 kor..

Kor..Dont sad kkies..

U will definitely put ur broken puzzles back together again.

Me will help u de..

Promise u le.

Lost any of the puzzles i help u find.

Me always there.

Recently nv see u laughing n smiling..

Seems moody n sad..

Must stay happy happy kkies..

U promise me u will b joking n smiling again.

Must remember hor..

Cannot break promise..

I want to see the yong kang kor i use to have.

Who is always laughing n joking again.

I want to see smiley on ur face kz..

=)

Recently have been very hyper.

I know not everyday is sunday.

So i try to make everyday lyk 1.

I laugh and smile eveyday.

I want to make pplz around me happy too.

Just now when im on my way home alone.

I keep on thinking.

Thinking and thinking.

Who is real n who is fake?

Ever since i got into sec sch.

THis question have always been the hardest to answer.

Or mayb not the hardest.

Its totally not possible to answer.

Hmm..

Lyk sometimes when go out wif them i will kana ps.

Lyk go out wif them is no diff wif going alone.

It just look nicer wif pplz around.

i guess?

Then sumtimes i feel tat i cant trust them.

They seems trustworthy.

But they r not.

I chose to trust them then to avoid them.

But they dissapoint me.

Sumtimes when i need sum1 to talk to.

They those my "trusted fren" r not there.

When i rily need sum1,

they r no the 1st in my mind.

When i scroll down my contacts,

I find NONE.

Hais.

It seems lyk sec sch life is not tat easy afterall.

Where r the ones who i can trust?

Its not lyk pri sch.

I can name out pplz i trust n pplz i dont.

But now it seems hard.

Every1 seems so fake.

so so so DAMN fake.

I dont noe at which point of time they r real,

at which point of time they r fake.

They r lyk aliens to me,

pplz who i cant rilly understand.

Mayb im the alien to them,

a alien they cant understand.

They dont even understand me,

How i trust them?

Hmm..Early morning went to sch in my class-t..

See classroom door not open yet..

Went to 1/2 wif mad n ro ro...

Then was lyk siao inside there..

Teck chaun came kinda late..

Then when he came we went in..

Change into my p.e shorts.

Slack awhile inside then went to assemble..

Arghhh..

Mathews told me to tuck in my shirt again..

LAME SHIT.

Then i oso totally sian diao..

Then the uniform group do the parade..

Cool manz..

THen wait 4 the guest of honour..

They stand under the hot sun 4 so long..

Rilly pro manz..

Then the Guest of honour talk talk talk..

Yeah..Can go back class le..

Then slack inside n make so much noise..

My finger blue black npain cuz i injured when playing bball yst.

Then put handyplast.

Then finally can go down 4 our events le...

We went to assembly area..Then blah blah blah..

Finally then can start event..

Went to the hall to watch the street bandy..

So exciting..

Then went 4 my event..

Captain ball..

Hahaz..

I so enthu..

Cheer there n here..

SUmmore cheer 4 the other classes..

and ofcuz my PSL class.

Oso my future class.

2/5..

Won all the matches..Draw 1 match..

Wa lau..Got 1 match 1 dumb person hit my injured finger.

I totally sian diao.

THen i plae hiong liaoz.

THen last match b4 semi.

we lost...

But we cheer.

Its a nice game.

Rilly.

Frenz all sae i too despo to win n too tired le..

Then my ball anyhow throw then michelle cannot catch..

Hais..

SORRY guys...

I let u all down..

But we won at semi..

Then got 3rd..

Ok lahz..Not bad..

If i ve not been so despo n tired..

We would ve won either 1st or 2nd...

Rilly SORRY guys...

But nvm..

Still cheer..

CHeer n cheer lyk hell.

Then after tat my sprint..

lame shit.

All my BLOODY FAULT.

I was leading quite a distance from the 2 of them.

Then i thot i might just win.

WTF.

But i admit is my fault.

Its my fault.

Then my netball..

We cheer..

I oso help other classes cheer.

Cuz too siao kin na liaoz..

Even mdm ow want hire me 4 cheer leading..

Hahaz..

I gastric b4 the 1st match start..

Sian diao..

Senior so gd keep asking i ok anot.

CUz netball cannot sub.

Then i sae ok ok..

But all our matches is continuos de..

No break..

Wah..My gastric..

But plae hiong hiong.

Bear wif my gastric.

Then finish the games nicely.

I HAVE DONE MY BEST wif this dumb gastric.

Kaoz..

Netball we win all matches just lose 1 nia.

Then nv go semi.

Those classes we thrash de can go semi.

BULL SHIT.

Then the teacher sae we done well but cuz our score not enuf.

Kaoz..Where got lyk tat de..

Nvm..We got sportmanship.

I shook hands wif them n sa nice game.

Only then i walk off.

Kinda gd liaoz..

I nv attitude.

Then the rest n stuff..

Went to assemble..

Cuz wait 4 the upper sec relay to finish

we go back to class take bag then went to assembly area again.

Then wait 4 tat very moment to start prize giving..

Hahaz..Joon Liang they all won 1st 4 bball..

Pro manz..

3 cheers 4 them.

Then we won captain ball.

So pai seh go up take medal.

Cuz i captain.Bo pian.

Then 3/6 won the class 1.

Pro..Jie u guys roxs.

Then sec 1 is 1/4 win.

Hahaz.

Then end the event wif 3 cheers n riverside cheer.

Go home le..

Great dae.

Though im tired.

Im motivated by my medal.

Luv it.

1/5 is gonna b back next year.

we r THE 1 N ONLY.

Recently, my mood is like

having a fast n furious roller coaster ride.

Sometimes i thot i might not be able to catch up with it.

Sometimes i dont even noe what im doing.

Thing come to my mind,

i do it.

Sometimes i dint even go and tink abt it,

I just do.

I dont noe.

I dont understand.

I feel tat im not just taking a roller coaster ride,

but im also lost in the maze full of stuff.

I dont noe who r the true

n trusted ones n who r not.

They befriend wif me,

i do too.

I dont noe wad im doing,

i dont noe whether if its rite.

I just dont noe.

Sometimes i tink tat i should just gif up,

but those rilly trsuted fren told me i souldnt.

I should work a way out,

like i always did.

So i tried,

things dint change.

But i'll always rmr.

Im the yihui

who dont gif up,

who will solve problems.

I will try harder.

Be who i m.

One of my trusted fren told me.

Its not hard to fnd a trusted fren.

It's only time tat matters.

I need my fren to do their part.

I too need to do mine.

I ve learnt to stop this roller coaster ride.

I ve learnt to get out of this maze.

Its just the mater of time.