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Saturday, April 22, 2006 @ 9:11 AM
Me------------Frenz? People always see as a...Erm... Happy go Lucky person? Guess so... In sec sch life now.. I always show people that im happy... =) Not lyk pri sch... I angry i scold i not happy i scold.. But now..In sec sch.. I try to change..I dont 1 stuff to get over me... I want to be happy...All i want is my frenz n stay happy.. But i doubt i can now.. =( Now when people tell me stuff.. I show my heck carez attitude... I dont want to noe.. I dont want to get involve.. I dont want to care.. I dont want to fred over them... But mayb just bcuz of my this heck carez attitude.. People dont lyk me... I in sec sch now..Often feel very sad... No 1 there 4 me... No 1 there to talk to... No 1... When i scroll now my contects... I use to ve atleast 1 person to talk to when im sad.. Now.. Though i noe more people le... I cant even find 1... My pri sch frenz... U dont expect me to talk to them when we r sum distance away? my best frenz r all diff sch.. They dont understand how i feel in this sch.. i cant talk to them.. My sec sch frenz... U expect me to talk to people who dont understand me? Who sae i attitude? Who sae i flirt? Who sae i lyk to go wif bois? Who tink i suxs? If i rilly suxs..They suxs more... They dont noe me n start make comments abt me.. Y i always wif bois? Cuz i cant get along wif gals... U dont expect me to talk abt where to get the latest hair accesories, or the lastest clothing or etc everydae... Those things noe me...I dont noe them... I dont care.. I hang out wif bois more cuz i can communicate beat wif them... U noe.. Sum language tat oni bois communicate wif? SPORTS. They communicate through sports... Mayb theres oso sum gals out there.. Luv sports...But i havent find 1 yet.. Bois they talk NBA. They talk F1. They talk soccer n etc. I luv these sports.. So i luv hanging out wif them.. We communicate the same language.. N not lyk me hanging out wif gals who talks abt accesories n etc? N they r lyk talking alien...Duh.. U guys dont understand me. U guys dont noe me. U guys tink im flirt. U guys tink i suxs. U guys tink i attitude. U guys tink tat im crazy. U guys tink tat i heck carez everything. Let me tell u this. I dont gif in a damn. U dont lyk me. Tell me straight. Dont need to hide it or talk bhind my back. If u find me offensive.. Sorry.. Tats me.. I luv myself for who i m. |